Unlike you, I actually think about how things sound before I say them.
[With one or two exceptions, as already experienced.
Alucard shifts a little bit, readjusting his position, recrossing his legs, stretching out just a little bit more. He's stiff, his legs are asleep, and his hands feel too idle now. It buys him a few moments to formulate an answer.]
Beyond the fact that I noticed your endless observations mean that we'll at least be able to do some real damage? [Trevor you are not going to like this.] You've spent too much time alone, and that means no one earns trust unless they demonstrate they're worthy of it time and again. You don't stay in one place for very long, so it's impossible for you to ever rely on anyone but yourself. But you want it that way, because your self-reliance is a comfort. Makes everything else easier. And you're only tolerating this because, as you've already demonstrated, you're fine with dying. This enterprise is just different than how you expected it to go.
no subject
[With one or two exceptions, as already experienced.
Alucard shifts a little bit, readjusting his position, recrossing his legs, stretching out just a little bit more. He's stiff, his legs are asleep, and his hands feel too idle now. It buys him a few moments to formulate an answer.]
Beyond the fact that I noticed your endless observations mean that we'll at least be able to do some real damage? [Trevor you are not going to like this.] You've spent too much time alone, and that means no one earns trust unless they demonstrate they're worthy of it time and again. You don't stay in one place for very long, so it's impossible for you to ever rely on anyone but yourself. But you want it that way, because your self-reliance is a comfort. Makes everything else easier. And you're only tolerating this because, as you've already demonstrated, you're fine with dying. This enterprise is just different than how you expected it to go.