[ Well, he does in fact hate that. But considering that he hates every other option as well, it's not that bad. ]

Will it work? It's- shit, at least a week since. Leontine needed the transfusion after three days.

[ The situations had been different. But it's hard to find comfort in that right now. He closes his eyes, sighs and just leans forward until the top of his head touches Alucard's chest. He can't meet his eyes right now. He's been stupid. So, so stupid. ]

Do whatever the fuck you want. But if it doesn't work, I do whatever the fuck I want.