[ Dawn. Good. That makes it impossible to go bed a random sailor just to not be thinking or feeling anything for a little while (and god, that hasn't been a temptation in years, since before they were even what they are now, since Sypha put a wall of fire in front of him and he realized there was nobody he wanted in his life as much as he did her, and since Alucard had shown up and proven him wrong).
He is divided, half of him desperately tying to find something that will make this all not and the other half (the one that spoke in Alucard and Sypha's voices) carefully pointing out why all of those plans were stupid. ]
No food.
[ The first half wins, deciding on picking a fight as the best solution to this. How the fuck is he supposed to eat, anyway? It's a battle just to keep what is in his stomach down. ]
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He is divided, half of him desperately tying to find something that will make this all not and the other half (the one that spoke in Alucard and Sypha's voices) carefully pointing out why all of those plans were stupid. ]
No food.
[ The first half wins, deciding on picking a fight as the best solution to this. How the fuck is he supposed to eat, anyway? It's a battle just to keep what is in his stomach down. ]